Friends, I have lost 20 pounds, and I have lost them all in my boobs. Goodbye boobs. It was nice to have you for a while. You served me well. You never complained. You filled out my tank tops.

I will miss you dearly. I will also miss my money dearly, for now I have to go buy new bras. Let's all have a moment of silence for my dearly departed boobs.

*sniff*

In other news, tomorrow I am getting back on the diet! I have been very very bad for the past two weeks, overeating and stalling at my current weight. I am not at my final goal yet and I know that if I don't keep going I will stay stuck here forever and possibly fall back into old habits, so my mom and I are nipping it in the bud and getting back on track, like in the first weeks.

Plus, as an added bonus, I am gonna start working out twice a week! Yay! Up to now, it has amazed me greatly that I have been able to lose 20 pounds by only changing my eating habits. I have not made an effort to get off the couch since I started this, and the time has come to change that. I have been reading all the medical articlesand such, and they have told me that since I have already lost more than 10% of my weight, losing more will be EXTRA hard so I better hunker down and pay attention.

And since I have NO motivation whatsoever, the only way to work out for me is by obligation. Yes, my gym class requires I go into the school's gym facilities and do my program twice a week.

So hopefully not only will I reach my goal, I will also get a good grade! Awesome!

As a side note, this weekend I tried on my little sister's size 10 jeans and they fit me! Yay! Party! I must go buy myself some jeans that fit (goodbye, money ...) because right now I am wearing my old pair, size 13/14, which used to be super foxy but are NOT flattering when you can't fill them out.

If you are in the mood for a good cry, download "Vincent" by Don Mclean. My mother is a folk singer and she has sung this song ever since I can remember. It is definitely one of my all-time favourites. It was written about Vincent Van Gogh and how Don Mclean related to him because he was so misunderstood, but as you listen to it you can garner pretty much any meaning you like. It is just a beautiful song.