I don't care how fucking annoying it is to read chat conversation transcripts. I don't care if someone could gather enough info from this to stalk me. This needs to be up here, to prove to the world that I put up with a lot from my fucking sister. I deserve a medal.

her
what's new with you ?
me
meh, not much since you left really
her
yes, I'm sure without me your life is some sort of huge void
her
good to know
me
absolutely
me
my life is so empty i've had to spend every waking minute latched onto josh
me
so really it's all your fault
her
agh, let me go gouge my eyes out, I'll be right back
me
heh
her
way to segue into the topic by the way, that was sly as hell
her
so you and josh eh
me
yeah, me and josh
her
as long as he makes himself 100% scarce during christmas vacation I'm cool with that
me
oh come on now
her
fine, maybe 105%
me
you suck
her
ehh, whatever
her
it's not like I'm coming all the way across the country to actually spend time with my family, apparently
her
since everyone's going to be off doing more interesting things
her
good to know though
me
like what? we are all going to be there.
her
oh goodie, time with josh then, that's exactly what I envisioned
her
it'll just be so fun, some nice sisterly bonding with you ... and josh
her
oh my god ! so exciting.
me
ugh nevermind
her
I really wish you'd look at it from my point of view for one second
me
you don't have to be so mature about it or anything
her
yeah thanks I try
her
never mind that I fucking sucked to get ditched last weekend when I thought we'd actually hang out
her
but now I can look forward to three weeks of that, I'm just thrilled
her
*it
me
oh god sarah, how many times are you going to bring that up? it was one night. i thought you wanted to spend time with daph or whatever. and i wanted to see josh, because he doesn't make me feel like crap when i don't cater to his every need
her
oh, nice, thanks
her
let me refer you to my previous point about how you have no idea how it is to be away from home for four months, only to come home and spend zero time with someone you thought you were friends with
her
I get the point though, thanks. I apologize for putting you out last weekend
me
I said I was sorry. I don't know what more you want me to do.
her
I'll make sure to not bother you at christmastime, are there particular hours when you'd like me to be extra quiet, or should it just be all the time
me
Don't be such a damn baby! I spent every fucking minute I could with you last weekend, except for a few hours in the middle of the fucking night on Saturday.
me
Just because I've never had a life before and I've always been right there, doesn't mean it's going to be like that forever.
her
gee, that's nice to know
her
so just because you're dating some loser means that you have no time for me now, that's awesome to hear
her
I have to say that
her
's a relationship I'm not exactly rooting for, then
me
I don't understand why you can't just be a little happy for me. This makes me happy, okay. Maybe I was selfish when I went to see him last weekend, but you are being selfish right now.
her
why I can't be fucking happy for you ? um, has it dawned on you that while I don't mind josh as a friend or anything I REALLY disagree with this whole dating thing ? I told you about all the stories and stuff and you chose not to listen and that's fine, but that gives me no reason to be happy about it
her
and fuck yeah I'm being selfish about christmas break, because I thought I'd get to actually hang out with you, as opposed to the mad dashing around we did last weekend, and now you're telling me it's basically not going to happen. so I'm having a hard time being thrilled at this current point in time
me
I NEVER SAID THAT
me
But are you seriously saying that, should Josh and I still be dating when you come for Christmas, you're gonna stop me from spending any time with him?
her
no, I'm not
her
why would I stop you ? you can do whatever the hell you want
me
I am supposed to stop everything and pay attention to only you?
her
oh yeah, that's exactly what I want you to do, apparently I'm four years old now
me
Okay, maybe you aren't stopping me, but you are trying your damnest to make me feel horrible about it.
her
you can do whatever the fuck you want
her
I love that you make me into some sort of mind-control psycho though, it's good to know that that's how you feel
me
It's because I actually fucking care about what you think. I want you to be okay with this, it's important to me. I really don't like having my sister entirely reject my boyfriend.
me
It hurts me, ok?
me
And I'm trying to figure out what you want me to do so that this is ok with you.
me
I could just say fuck that and not care what you think, but I do.
her
well then it'd be nice to know that you actually listened to me when I tell you stuff ... I don't ditch on josh because I hate the guy. I ditch on him because I don't want you to get all fucked up because I care about whether or not you get treated right
her
I just want you to not be the starry-eyed retard who ditches everyone else to spend time with a guy, and from what I got to see last weekend that's what
her
's happening. so I worry.
me
I did listen. I listened to you and to everyone else who fucking told me shit about him before I even did anything.
me
And I listened to him too. So I have both sides of the story. And until I see for myself that one or the other is right, I am not going to give up.
me
I don't think you should be the one telling me about ditching everyone to spend time with a guy.
her
whoa there, what the hell is that supposed to mean
her
if that's referring to me and george then go ahead and bring up some examples because I NEVER did that
me
Fuck no, it's referring to you and Dani
me
If you can be obsessed enough about a guy to drive to Ottawa to see him, then you really shouldn't be calling me a starry-eyed retard.
her
wow, that's a bit rich coming from you
me
I didn't judge you about that, don't judge me about this.
her
whatever cam ... it's so pointless to even try and convince you to take more stock in everyone's opinion of josh that I don't even know why I bothered
her
anyway I guess I'll see you sometime at christmas, surely you'll be there for christmas dinner or something
her
that should be nice, maybe we can even sit at the same table
her
& if you ever get the chance to go off to school somewhere and not go home for ages and then come home and realize what it is that I'm talking about, then please make note of it and call me to tell me I was right